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Saturday, December 18, 2004
woke up at lyk 9 today..went dwn wit my sis n dad to eat roti prata..came bck up n had nth to doo alrdy..my dad jus left for bangkok n my mum wit to frens place to play m.j looks lyk my hopes of gettin my sch bag is gone..my dad doesnt wanna get it for mee..my only hope is to get it as a xmas pressie frm frens..anyway..my mum wans me to go to aunty susans place on xmas dayy..i dunn wanna go.i always get bored goin to dis typpa thing n its torturing they prob ask all sorts of questions n i'll haf to smile n pretend to laugh n ans them..all her frens r there n i haf to put on this big smile n call "aunty, uncle" while inside im dyin n wishin outta the place..so depressing..urrrgh. xmas is nxt week..is dat summthing to look forward to? actually its kinda sad..not even gonna go out wit frens cos they haf to celebrate wit families..sighhhh..man i feel lyk dyin!
The virgin suicides.15:42
